plans tht never going to happen

hi. its my semester holiday. one month of sitting eating sleeping at home. away from harith. thats for sure. i wish bangi and pj were like 10 minutes driving. but then if you really want something you will make time and effort for it. it may seems like i dont have any effort to see you, but i understand how busy you are with your works, and helping your dad. seriously. if only you know, how silly i was making plans with my friends to take you for a walk and adventure. secretly, just to surprise you, so i didnt tell you. i just dont want you to burden yourself by driving and coming to bangi, but then, knowing me, i wont drive to pj or elsewhere....coward, i know, i admit. 

several plans we made were going to zoo, meeting you there. or going to this adventure place in putrajaya but im afraid its going to be lame and other kind of plans. but then, you decided just to teman you watching movie. simple. hah. why am i so loser in making plans. whyyy. ergh.
believe me, i'd rather lepak with you than sleeping and doing nothing (eventhough these two are my favourite hobbies<3)