tun m

i really like tun dr mahathir mohamad. in my opinion he is one of the best politician aka human being ever. look at his biography. he is a doctor for gods sake. he studied hard. he helped people. i think what he said for today's generation has many benefits and we should listen. he is like a father to Malaysia. apa tu orang kata, dia pernah rasa banyak dah halangan dan cabaran. so maybe ada baik buruk apa dia cakap tu. dont bash him. respect him. he is an old man, and like he is as the same age as your parents so he deserves respects. and i respect him. alot. thanks for everything tun.

cigar

Few days before our nine months being together, i found out that youve been lying to me all this while. i found a picture of you. i think i would rather found pictures of you with some girls than found a picture of you smoking. you promised you stop. and here i am, proudly telling my friends that you have stopped smoking since january because of me. god why was i so stupid. you would never do anything for me. right? and you admitted youve been smoking since july, aha. god. im done. but you beg for forgiveness and im giving you one last chance. you screw this chance, im out. 

effort

Its sad. When youre so inlove with someone. And anything he did, you forgive. Because thts how love is. I really love this boy. He makes me happy. Sometimes I pissed him off, but he still there, waiting for me to calm down. He is special. But then one day, he accidentally said tht I show no effort towards our relationship and it hurts like hell. He said sorry afterwards said tht he doesnt mean it. But I know he meant it. Doesnt he know what I had sacrificed for him. The time I accompany him whereas I have exam/test the next morning. The time I sleep late just to listen to his voice. The time I help him. The time I choose him over my friends. You know those little effort I made and you noticed none. Its been 2 weeks after the fight we had about efforts and stuff. I know you already apologized and I already forgive. But I cant forget about it and I never will. I knew tht moment you havent know me 100% yet. This is frustrating.