effort

Its sad. When youre so inlove with someone. And anything he did, you forgive. Because thts how love is. I really love this boy. He makes me happy. Sometimes I pissed him off, but he still there, waiting for me to calm down. He is special. But then one day, he accidentally said tht I show no effort towards our relationship and it hurts like hell. He said sorry afterwards said tht he doesnt mean it. But I know he meant it. Doesnt he know what I had sacrificed for him. The time I accompany him whereas I have exam/test the next morning. The time I sleep late just to listen to his voice. The time I help him. The time I choose him over my friends. You know those little effort I made and you noticed none. Its been 2 weeks after the fight we had about efforts and stuff. I know you already apologized and I already forgive. But I cant forget about it and I never will. I knew tht moment you havent know me 100% yet. This is frustrating.