why

i know i am too negative. and i always degrading myself. 

i really really like this boy. he is, something. far from perfect but oh boy he completes me. its just, why me? i have nothing. i am ugly inside and out. ugly appearance, ugly soul. very very clumsy. lack of love, mengada gila nak mampus. so degil. so entah pape. so jerawat. 

but then, there he is. still standing there. waiting for me. why. why harith. why?

hah.